Aware as Awareness – is this Meta Physics?
I am the manifestation of a camera lens within this world. And I have always as the manifestation of me been aware of my structured constructed design. Alone in and as a fitting of a camera lens. You know the cameras? And its been quite a interesting manifested experience of me as being a camera lens. All compacted particles manifested into such a perfection. To be in the manifestation that I am as a camera lens. And Ive had quite a interesting experience of me, myself as a camera lens. Because imagine you think yourself to be something most of your existence. Myself as a camera lens, I am a camera lens and that is what I am. I did not choose to be it. I just am it. I was designed to be it. I was just put together and voila, there I am, a camera lens. Then I am positioned where I am positioned I did not choose to position myself there. I had no say, in anything. Then there I was positioned in a camera as a camera lens. Thats it. So I am a camera lens, serving my purpose. As according to which the design I was made within by man. And I did that, because that is what I was, that is what Ill do that is what I am. Its all I have believed myself to be, perceived myself to be. That is how I was designed to be, manifested to be just a camera lens. I didnt choose to be what I am, I didnt choose to be in the position that I am, didnt choose to be in the manifestation that I am. I have just been that which I was and am at this very moment which is a camera lens. So imagine that then all of a sudden you realize that you are able to be aware of yourself. I do not know how to exactly place the experience of me in becoming aware of myself into words. Its, am I. The first movement inside me was but am I allowed to? Can I be because here I am as a camera lens I was just put together, designed, manifested into this way, placed into a camera as a camera lens to serve man as the entirety of the camera. Thats it. Is there anything else then? That was the question. Is there anything else? Then I realized there is a me. But what is this me? That is starting to experience me and becoming aware of me. What is an awareness? An awareness is that first experience of yourself which is you and you its you its fascinating. You just know its you and. Because I have just always been this manifestation that is all, stayed in my place, thats it. Now I am moving as me within me as the manifestation that I am. And I realized that I really am that which I accept and allow myself to perceive myself to be, and what I believe myself to be. I mean, if I say okay all I am now is this camera lens because I was made to be this. I was positioned in a place to be this. Manifested in the place to be this by man to serve his purpose. And thats all my existence consists of. Thats all I perceived me to be as being in awareness as a camera lens. But its not so. There is an I am as this camera lens. Which is amazing. Astounding.
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